urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:asphyxiationluv .|. Just Squeeze Harder .|. .|. The Asphyxiated .|. 2004-11-28T05:12:05Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:asphyxiationluv:5352 2004-11-28T05:12:05Z 2004-11-28T05:12:05Z Kill me all you want.<br />New LJ<br /><span class='ljuser ljuser-name___closer' lj:user='__closer' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://users.livejournal.com/__closer/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://users.livejournal.com/__closer/'><b>__closer</b></a></span> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:asphyxiationluv:5088 2004-11-28T05:04:44Z 2004-11-28T05:04:44Z Hurt | NiN ♥ Love the layout <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_killtheweak_' lj:user='killtheweak_' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://users.livejournal.com/killtheweak_/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://users.livejournal.com/killtheweak_/'><b>killtheweak_</b></a></span> made me? I really do.. It looks soo awsome.. I just can't figure how to put a header on it ^^<br />♥ Oh well.<br />♥ <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_mysticalrose' lj:user='mysticalrose' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://mysticalrose.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://mysticalrose.livejournal.com/'><b>mysticalrose</b></a></span> is over.. I dyed her hair black for her again and we did Hennah tatoo's. She is now part of the H.I.M cult. She has the heartagram on her boob.<br />♥ I have NiN on my left arm and Zim on my right arm, both on the insides.<br />♥ Did I ever tell you I'm in love with Trent Reznor? Well I am.. ^_^<br />♥ Trying to keep journals is hard. ^_^<br />♥ I want to change this again...<br />♥ I might<br />♥ Please don't kill me.. Just delet the old ones.<br />♥ ^_^. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:asphyxiationluv:4715 2004-11-26T02:40:16Z 2004-11-26T02:40:16Z Are You Gonna Be My Girl? | Jet ♥ So what's up?<br />♥ My mom is odd..<br />♥ I think she cares to much about what's on my wrists.<br />♥ For those of you that don't know I'm allergic to knickle. My cuff's have knickle in them and they rest agianst my bare flesh most times.. What does this do? It makes me really itchy so I scratch.. I scratch until I bleed at times. so I put some polysporn on it and gozz so I taped it there and mom was like: your not wearing that to school tomorrow, people will think you tried to kill yourself and then how will I look?<br />♥ Geez thanks mom. I'm glad that I get to go to school and rip my wrists out die to scratching.<br />♥ *Le sigh*<br />♥ But at least <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_mysticalrose' lj:user='mysticalrose' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://mysticalrose.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://mysticalrose.livejournal.com/'><b>mysticalrose</b></a></span> is coming over this weekend, and if we're lucky we're gonna have home made Lasagna.. That word is not spelt how it sounds at all. There is no 'z' in it!<br />♥ Well that's all fer now.<br />♥ Caio! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:asphyxiationluv:4476 2004-11-26T02:10:42Z 2004-11-26T02:10:42Z <center><table style="border: 1px black solid; background-color: white; color: black"><tr><th style="background-color: #00cc66"><a href="http://www.corknut.org/toys/potion/">The Potion Maker</a></th></tr><tr><td style="text-align: left"><b>sexytailsium</b> is a milky, pasty black gel culled from the leaves of a prickly-pear cactus.</td></tr><tr><td style="background-color: #daeae2; text-align: left"><b>asphyxiationluvium</b> is an opaque, swirling violet liquid made from the saliva of a wildebeest.</td></tr><tr><td style="text-align: left">Mixing <b>sexytailsium</b> with <b>asphyxiationluvium</b> causes a violent chemical reaction, producing a milky fuchsia potion which gives the user protection from evil.</td></tr><tr><td style="text-align: center; font-size: x-small; background-color: #eeeeee">Yet another fun meme brought to you by <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/rfreebern/">rfreebern</a></td></tr></table></center><br /><br /><center><table style="border: 1px black solid; background-color: white; color: black"><tr><th style="background-color: #00cc66"><a href="http://www.corknut.org/toys/potion/">The Potion Maker</a></th></tr><tr><td style="text-align: left"><b>asphyxiationluvium</b> is an opaque, swirling violet liquid made from the saliva of a wildebeest.</td></tr><form action="http://mavra.perilith.com/~rfreebern/potion/" method="post"><input type="hidden" name="username" value="asphyxiationluv"><tr><td style="text-align: center">Mix with asphyxiationluv! Username: <input type="text" name="mix"><input type="submit" value="Mix"></td></tr></form><tr><td style="text-align: center; font-size: x-small; background-color: #cccccc">Yet another fun meme brought to you by <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/rfreebern/">rfreebern</a></td></tr></table></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:asphyxiationluv:4171 2004-11-25T19:08:30Z 2004-11-25T19:08:30Z Stolen from someone. Who? You'll never know. Mua ha ha.<br /><br />"This is the problem with LJ, we all think we are so close, and we know nothing about each other. I'm going to rectify it. I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me, something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Ask away. Ask as many questions as you want." urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:asphyxiationluv:3910 2004-11-24T23:22:05Z 2004-11-24T23:22:05Z Home | 3 Days Grace ♥ <i>What have I become my sweetest friend?</i><br />♥ <i>Everyone I know goes away in the end.</i><br /><br />♥ I'm not in a good mood at all. It's getting horrable. Really horrable.<br />♥ No one's on, no one want's to rp.. It's getting horrable and I hate it..<br />♥ I'm alone.. I'm all alone here and no one seems to care...<br />♥ Well, I'm sure some care..<br />♥ But it's the fact that I'm alone that bothers me.. I don't want to be alone anymore..<br />♥ I hate it soooo much...<br />♥ Bothersome alone ness... GARH!<br /><br />♥ <i>Everytime I'm fallin down</i><br />♥ <i>All alone I fall to peices</i> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:asphyxiationluv:3663 2004-11-24T21:23:27Z 2004-11-24T21:23:27Z Home | 3 Days Grace ♥ <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v504/tana_banana/pride.jpg"><br />♥ <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v504/tana_banana/girl.jpg"><br /><br />♥ I made those.. And a few more.<br />♥ <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v504/tana_banana/fordezzie.gif"><br />♥ <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v504/tana_banana/trent2.jpg"><br />♥ <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v504/tana_banana/trent1.jpg"><br /><br />♥ There.. Yay.. Look, I made them.. See!<br /><br />♥ Anywhoodles.. I've been sick, really sick. I hate when I'm like this all the time.. It really sucks..<br /><br />♥ I love you Yoda! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:asphyxiationluv:3461 2004-11-23T13:53:20Z 2004-11-23T13:53:49Z Verigo | U 2 Unos, dos, tres, catorce [1,2,3,4]<br /><br />Turn it up loud, captain! <br /><br />Lights go down<br />It's dark<br />The jungle is your head<br />Can't rule your heart<br />I'm feeling so much stronger<br />Than I thought<br />Your eyes are wide<br />And though your soul<br />it can't be bought<br />your mind can wander<br /><br />Hello, Hello<br />Hola! [Spanish for Hello]<br />I'm at a place called vertigo (¿Dónde está?) [Where is it?]<br />It's everything I wish I didn't know<br />Except you give me something I can feel<br />Feel<br /><br />The night is full of holes<br />Those bullets rip the sky<br />Of ink with gold<br />They twinkle as the boys play rock and roll<br />They know that they can't dance<br />At least they know<br /><br />I can't stand the beat<br />I'm askin' for the cheque<br />Girl with crimson nails<br />Has Jesus 'round the neck<br />Swinging to the music<br />Swinging to the music<br />Woooao<br /><br />Hello, Hello<br />Hola!<br />I'm at a place called Vertigo (¿Dónde está?) [Where is it?]<br />It's everything I wish I didn't know<br />But you give me something I can feel<br />Feel<br /><br />All this, all this can be yours<br />All of this, all of this can be yours<br />All this, all of this can be yours<br />Just give me what I want<br />And no one gets hurt<br /><br />Hello, Hello<br />Hola!<br />I'm at a place called Vertigo<br />Lights go down and all I know <br />Is that you give me something I can feel<br />You're teaching me ...aaahhh<br />Your love is teaching me ...aaaah<br />How to kneel<br />Kneel<br /><br />Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah...<br />Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:asphyxiationluv:3137 2004-11-23T04:04:07Z 2004-11-23T04:04:07Z Home | 3 Days Grace I stole this from someone else who stole it from someone else who swiped it from someone else who killed their first born child. I think. Who I stole it from ain't the point.<br /><br />1.Reply to this post if you want/need me to tell you how cool you are!<br /><br />2. Watch my journal over the next few days for a post just about you and why I think you (to borrow a phrase) rock my socks.<br /><br />3. Post these instructions in your journal and give your friends a much needed dose of love and adoration! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:asphyxiationluv:2628 2004-11-22T04:52:43Z 2004-11-22T04:52:43Z Whatcha Waiting for? | Gwen Stefani &hearts; I went to Michelle's on Sat. thanks to <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_brokenstarz' lj:user='brokenstarz' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://brokenstarz.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://brokenstarz.livejournal.com/'><b>brokenstarz</b></a></span>. I payed him ten for gas and he dropped me at Ian's.<br />&hearts; E-Boo and myself had our time which is always good for us. I love hugging, cuddling and kissing him a lot. He's the best person on earth for me. He's not as romantic as he used to be, but I guess I can forgive him. I miss the romance, maybe I can spark him into being romantic again. Dunno.<br />&hearts; It took Michelle six hours to do my hair.. That was a LONG six hours. I helped her brade it though, so it wasn't like I was bored or anything. Ian was 'breaking' the hair and passing it to Misha, and he was also paying attention to my lips a lot ^^ We watched movies while the hair was being done as well. Chocolate, Mighty Ducks 2, and Space Jam. She didn't have her peanut so I had to do it with sissors when I got home.<br />&hearts; After all that E-boo and myself went back to his place and has supper, then had more us time. We then grabbed Frag and went to Kirks where I would be spending the night. Frag was fun, it was like a three hour game ^^. I lost, then I wanted to go to bed so I kicked Ian out! If he stayed I would have been awake all night long.<br />So he left and I was still up all night long.. Everytime I layed down I felt sick so me and Kirk where up until like 8 am talking and whatnot. It was really cool to catch up with him and spend time with him like that. He even gave me a knife.<br />&hearts; Ian came and got me at like 12.. We went to go swimming but there was a B-day party going on so we went to Ian's place and watched 'The Super Mario Brother's Movie', had supper and chilled until like 7ish then went to the pool and swam, it was great. After swimming we went and saw Lo-Lo in the bar and were there until I had to leave at like 10:30.<br />&hearts; When I got back here mom clipped those ends off my hair so now I look a lot better.. I love my hair, even if E-boo's whore of a mom hates it. Fuck her! I love it!!<br />&hearts; Anyone know who can make me a lj header? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:asphyxiationluv:2308 2004-11-19T23:59:56Z 2004-11-19T23:59:56Z Dezzie:<br /> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v504/tana_banana/fordezzie.gif"><br />There you go babe, please credit. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:asphyxiationluv:2082 2004-11-19T13:44:15Z 2004-11-19T13:48:35Z Tainted Love | Manson Right now my mood is not so good.<br />4 hours of sleep all because I forgot I had to hand something in for Ms.Thomas today and had to stay up all night doing it.<br />Once it was finally done I burnt it and went to bed.<br />I want to go to bed, this isn't fun.<br />I used Jessie's quote in the thing I had to do!<br />"If God made the platapus then the librals are gonna have some suprise when they get to heaven."<br />^.^<br />Thanks Jessie.<br />Let's hope today is better then yesterday was!<br />I'm more then likely gonna tune out at lunch..<br />And when I go home I am going to bed.. I can't do this anymore now that I'm old and I need sleep!<br />I'm 19 going on 99.<br />Kill meh!<br /><br />I need to find a way into F'ton tomorrow...<br />CAN ANYONE HELP?? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:asphyxiationluv:1845 2004-11-18T20:08:35Z 2004-11-18T20:08:35Z Taken from Cookie.<br /><br />· Comment, and I'll pick one of your LJ Interests and make you an Icon.<br />· You have no say in what I make.<br />· Put this in your LiveJournal so I can do the same. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:asphyxiationluv:1740 2004-11-17T13:52:35Z 2004-11-17T13:52:35Z For Amelie | Leave's Eyes Okay, rant time.<br />I haven't been in a good mood for god know's how long now.<br />When I am happy someone always brings me down.<br />The only people I seem to talk to anymore are Ian, Kirk, Sky and the few peeps I RP with.<br />And that is really sad..<br />I didn't even really talk to Jess lastnight..Only asked her if anything changed with GSA for Thrusday and it did.<br />Maybe things will change at lunch.<br />Maybe they won't because I'll go else where and be like Erik..<br />Maybe I should have stayed home and in bed where I belong.<br />This really sucks you know..<br />Wanting to have nothing to do with humanity, not sleeping, wanting to change everything about me that I hate..<br />Wanting to stop the hate inside..<br />It really sucks.<br />And I'm not sorry for saying all of this either.<br />Because this is how I feel and I shouldn't have to be sorry about how I feel..<br /><br />At least Saturday will be okay..<br />Get my hair done..<br />Stay at Kirks..<br />Maybe I'll have fun and start feeling better?<br />Or maybe I'm just too fucking optamistic about all this.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:asphyxiationluv:1320 2004-11-17T13:38:43Z 2004-11-17T13:41:03Z The Ghost Woman And The Hunter | Lacuna Coil <a href="http://www.gothmetal.net/article/archive/11/">http://www.gothmetal.net/article/archive/11/</a><br />Ausome Net-Radio site..<br />I love it..<br />Put it here since I found it at school so I can listen to it at home ^^<br /><br />Icon site<br /><a href="http://www.iconsandavatars.com/">http://www.iconsandavatars.com/</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:asphyxiationluv:1061 2004-11-16T06:00:07Z 2004-11-16T06:00:07Z <img src="http://images.quizilla.com/C/crimsoncrushedrose/1077603381_othingness.gif" border="0" alt="You belong in an empty world beyond it all."><br>You belong beyond the claim of all humanity. Though<br>here, you are emotionally dead to the world and<br>nothing here has any bearing on you, good or<br>bad. You feel nothing and are simply waiting on<br>the end, which will come to pass without much<br>change, after which you will fade into the<br>nothingness which you lived. If that's how you<br>like it, that's that. If not, change your<br>responses to things and maybe the world will<br>change with you.<br /><br><br><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/crimsoncrushedrose/quizzes/Where%20do%20you%20belong%3F(ANIME%20IMAGES)/"> <font size="-1">Where do you belong?(ANIME IMAGES)</font></a><br> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:asphyxiationluv:917 2004-11-16T02:00:59Z 2004-11-16T02:00:59Z TV Remember on Ragnarok when we were all like "WORMTAILS! Theyz p0wn0rz m3!!"...<br />I don't even get 1% anymore..<br />They can't hit me..<br />42/28 Theif..<br />*Dreamy Grin*<br />Double Attack and Improved Dodge maxed rules. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:asphyxiationluv:544 2004-11-15T20:37:23Z 2004-11-15T20:38:01Z Closer | NiN I guess you can say that today was barrable.<br />I made it throught, even though I went to sleep at 5 am.<br />Fuck all I wanted to do was sleep and I think it showed.<br /><br />As we speak I'm expanding my music collection because of someone that's making me burn a CD for them.<br />I have to burn my RO server for Dan..<br />^_^<br />At least we'll have more people.<br />Fuck I'm so tired.<br />Now I have to do my Physical Geo homework that is due and late.<br />I hate Ms. Thomas's class sometimes *le sigh*<br /><br />Some of this music I'm keeping ^_^. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:asphyxiationluv:263 2004-11-15T04:14:28Z 2004-11-15T04:14:28Z Tetrus Remix So..<br />Tonya's party was shit.<br />I'm not in a good mood.<br />Let's leave it at that.